Okay thats it. Oh and to someone, can you just stop yourself from being too pushy? Can you? Well if you can't its okay. I will just make myself disappear from your life. I'm very sure it will end everythings. After that, everythings gonna be great. Even now I'm still considering.
Am I gonna repeat the mistakes again? Yeah as a human being, we all make a mistakes. But not repeat the same mistakes. It shows that we didn't learned from that mistakes. You are the first person that I call when I'm about to burst into tears. The question is. Why it must be you? I also have no answer for my own question. You are my friend always and it can't be more than that.
But its difficult. Its too complex. Yeah when it is about feeling, there will never be easy.